Thx GOD, I'm too lucky

Some people said that I was smart, dilligent, great, or whatever.
No.

I'm just lucky. Too lucky. GOD is too kind to me. HE gives me every best thing for me, and fortunately, those things are the things I want.

But, life isn't always beautiful. Some of my lovely friends haven't got those gifts (I don't call it "didn't" because I believe they will). Even the one who had done a great struggle. Taking a long journey just to have a painting course, alone, everyday. Thinking about it everynight. Stress had become a usual thing for her. It's only because of a dream. Even I haven't an obvious dream, but I just get it easily. It made me very very sad and guilty.

Why? Why she couldn't get her dream? Why after that long struggle? Once, I thought GOD wasn't fair. But, I realized that GOD has a very beautiful plan for her. And I, as a very gifted man, only can be one of the GOD tools to make that plan real. I must do something. I cannot just give her strength by my words. I don't want to be a "NATO" guy.

Please GOD, use me, the very lucky guy, to help my friends, especially her, to make their dreams come true. Amen.